weighing down feeling or feeling depressed?

 Life is like a storm, sometimes it strikes so hard that it feels like death and sometimes its fair and warm. most times it takes away our joy, living us with nothing but pains and regrets.  Other times its easy to pick yourself up, dust yourself and continue the life journey, and sometimes its difficult.              Guess What?   choosing who we are and who we want to be is more difficult. we often live the life of other just not to disappoint our families. we burial our own dreams, living as if we are fine when we are not half okey. We turn our dreams to nightmare just not to feel down.                                         We forget the promises we made to ourselves on our lonely moments, the dream, drawings, imaginations, pictures that we have seen ourselves in way-long before we became adults. we neglected  all that and start living in the shadows of others, to please them, to feel needed, to be seen while on our lonely times it kills, it hurts like hell, it burns our heart.                                                                  Such mistakes might take a lifetime to fix. getting back that vision might be like filling a lake with sand or drying an ocean.